Please know that the aforementioned Ugh has nothing to do with the events of today* and everything to do with my mental state.
Internet, I have man troubles.
Like I mentioned before, I met this guy, and we've been talking, and, well...
I have a crush on him. A bona fide, 13-year-old, blushing, giggling, stammering crush.
I am nearly 30. I am Too Old For This Shit. I am a mother, for godsakes. I have daughters of my own, who all too soon will come home laughing and/or crying over crushes of their own. I have no business having a crush on anyone. I feel like an idiot.
I've been working with myself, forcing myself to slow down, to wait, to hold back, to *not* get excited. It's no use.
The world is full of rainbows and unicorns. Dammit.